im sorry for double posting… i dint know theres a thread dedicated for this

i want to create my own tattoo but i i cant figure out what to put… i want my tattoo to represent or symbolyze my “dark past” i was a loner (well i still prefer being alone from time to time) in my past that experiments on drugs, went too deep. I felt like no one understands me, not even my family and my girlfriend that time… well she dumped me and that triggers that feeling that i wanna die… just escape this reality and just vanish. the hell would they care they wouldn’t know how i feel. i felt like everything that is bad happening to my parents and all was my fault, that i was a mistake. that i never chose to be the one being alive and not my older sister. that i never liked my life..
I WANT TO DESIGN THAT FEELING. to remind myself what i was and to be thankful that someone stopped me from killing myself…
i want my design to tell a story…