It does actually mean alot to me, the drawing. And as for people seeing it, unless I tie up my hair (which I almost never do) no one will see it. And I’m not getting this just because my budget is tight, yeah I’m going to save up for a bigger one too (a bug one between my shoulder blades actually) but the behind the ear one is one I’ve wanted for a long time. I can handle pain ok, I’m just a little worried because I don’t know what to expect pain wise .. And I’m much rather start off with that small then start off with one that would take hours .. But I just wanted to know from people who have had it that also really wanted it : what did it feel like ? Was it worth it ?

Thanks !