well we arent married, this kind of put a stop to everything, even for my work…but she seems perfectly fine, as if nothing ever happened…which kind of others me, i mean i dont WANT her to be sad or anything which is a given, but cmon…no feelings about it? i figured she, if anyone, would have a harder time than i am…you know? owell…maybe hasnt hit her yet…

what do you (guys and gals) think about the new years “theme”? thats all i can relate to it…but like you all said, dont rush, which i wont…i want it to be perfect…

im not trying to remember a bad time either, my uncle has both his kids names on his arm, not like copying him or anything but id like to do that to…not a “woe is me” tattoo, more of a “im happy she was mine” tattoo…ya see?

and id go brutal on that idiot, whatever her name is, thats just plain wrong…but anyways…

ummm…i dont think i want a baby goat lol but i do see what your saying…i dont want veryone to see a memorial tattoo either, just a beautiful piece of art…if everyone comes up to me every 5 min. saying something, it wont ever “heal properly”…i want smethin i can look at and remember my daughter…not her passing…

@Sherav: well i have something covering 70% of the upper portin of my left arm…i dont want anything to big, maybe a little smaller than the one i have now…

@Suzridesahog: she was 22 min. old…they never even let me hold her…she died on 1/1/11 oddly enough…maybe i can use that? any ideas?